On Helping Others - Brandy Ellen Writes

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There have been countless times where people have come to me sharing that the stories I share, the experiences, the authentic living that I share has helped them grow in their unique way.

From living on the road to not being fearful to choose the path I\’m meant to be on, and everything in between, including the season of life where I refuse to talk ill about the person other than sharing the true convicted crimes committed, and other areas where others have said I am more graceful about it than they would be; it seems I am helping others through my actions and words combined.

Every single moment I have been through, taught me something. I shared the lesson on the other side, I share the journey, and I share this from a looking inward perspective because what someone else does or did has no weight on my heart – it\’s on them to adjust, learn, and grow from the lessons they walked away with. I can\’t tell them what those lessons are or what they should be.

The mistakes made, each of us have to answer for, not just to the victim, but to God, because the good Lord knows some humans were hurt too much from a destructive path and are unable to forgive – which makes me sad – for not forgiving only causes your heart to darken – and I don\’t wish that upon any soul.

Forgiveness is key, but that doesn\’t give the perpetrator a free ride. Don\’t worry, they will pay in karmic relations and circumstances until a light bulb moment occurs from looking inward, or they pass on from this Earth to answer to in the afterlife.

This is such a blessing that I\’ve been able to help others without meaning to. I am so blessed that they have shared their stories with me and expressed gratitude. It makes me cry tears of joy for them every time they reach out. I don\’t want to minimize how amazing it is to have helped anyone in this life.

It\’s just that today, on this day, as the rain falls down and the sound is beating off of my window glass, I am feeling lonely. A deep sense of missing that soul connection from a heart level. That thing we call love, where the heart just feels like it\’s lighting up and connected to another soul.

I will disclose to you that this connection isn\’t about another human, it\’s a spiritual thing …

I get this feeling on a friend level quite often, but I haven\’t had it on a more intimate passionate level in many years. I\’m talking nearly 6 years …. I didn\’t realize how long it has been until I started looking at the dates and being generous with the timeframe.

Six years since I\’ve felt that passion that we see in movies, or maybe not as intense, but some level of heart connection in this knowing way where all my chakras are aligned and life seems to flow.

That\’s a long time to be away from my self. I believe that, I served the time I meant to serve helping others in this season of life, for the past almost 6 years … and now, as my youngest kid is closer to adulthood, Great Spirit is whispering to me to go find that longing I desire.

It is now time for me, it is that time of my season in life to put my self first. The needs of my soul. Not a passionate movie love making scene. This heart passion doesn\’t have to do with these physical connections, rather a spiritual connection that feels as though it\’s that sensual movie scene.

It\’s a feeling, not an action.

That said, the actionable steps of making the choice rather than denying what I know is necessary to get there, is what will allow Great Spirit to shed the old and welcome the new.

So, if you\’re out there, happy that I have shared something raw and authentic to inspire you to live your life on the terms that you\’re called upon – I pray that you share some of that inspiration with me to trust my Guides to go where I\’m meant to be in this season.

For I, me the inspiring peacemaker, needs some of her own gentle love and guidance to be shown that she is stronger than she thinks, smarter than she believes, and more in tune with her intuitive side than she realizes …